Sunday, July 22, 2007

Day 90 tomorrow and no LOA for us yet ;-(

I have been down and blue seeing other parent's with the same dossier log in date, receiving their letters of acceptance to adopt their waiting children, from China and there has been no word for us. We are painting the girl's room this weekend and are praying the "Feng Shui" good vibes, bring our "Letter Of Acceptance" when we are finished!

I love the main color of the walls! It is a warm, sunny, creamy, buttery yellow and so cheerful and comforting. I can see the cheery room, filled with our two daughter's, this winter and even in the coldest, darkest day, it will still be warm, sunny and cheerful;-) The light rose, stripes on the top of the wall, will go on tomorrow, to coordinate with the Chinese lantern boarder. I can't wait to see it finished! I think the walls will remind me of happy memories on a carnival, merry-go-round and I hope the room brings the girl's as much joy.

We want to get the girl's room done as soon as possible so we can move Jesse into his new room. He is so excited. The two boys are at Scout camp this week and the house will be so quiet without them. I miss them already and they just left today. Thank-God I will have the two rooms to keep my busy, after work. I'm usually so exhausted after the eight-hour day that I'm hoping I will be too tired to miss them. Somehow, I don't think it will matter.

My friend received her "Travel Approval" to bring her little boy home from China. She leaves in August and will be home before school starts in September. I was secretly wishing we would be traveling together, but with the delay in us receiving our "Letter Of Acceptance to adopt and then having to wait another month for our "Travel Approval", there will be no chance of that;-(

Please pray that we hear good news to bring our little girl home. She is 19 months now and getting older by the month. The wait is excruciating and getting harder by the week.